Follow Jesus Wear, to exactly…?

Hey, Folks!

A little background about how this vision came into fruition. You ever get tired of not being original? As I searched within and outside of myself for the true vision of authenticity – What it looks like, feels like, what it requires, demands of me and how to honor authenticity outside the demands from others and the ideals the world feeds us through the medians we frequent, I began removing everything that came from my own thoughts and fantasies.

These cognitive imprints are mostly from culture and what the world has already told me I should want, believe, and seek as my truth; obviously, those thoughts of mine were not working for the “me” I somehow wondered about; who she was and if I would ever become her, (funny) – for the world to see. Right? We’re always seeking to be seen by someone. Well, who is the world, any and everybody. But who do I really want to be seen by, was the true search. First it was by family, for some form of “better” love. Then it was by a lover, for the “best” love. Then it was the absent husband. lol Me asking God, “Where is he?” lol And I’m pretty sure, you too start to play mind games about what “you” desire them to be. Then “wallah”, you meet some form of your imagined version to only discover that the joke is on you! That ain’t it either! If you’re wise enough you have already eliminated the unlikely searches and that is whatever you are a “straight up” “NO” to, name the lust. And so, here we are thinking, “lol, okay God, show me You.” The one true God who sees all and knows all. So, there I went.

Ultimately, I wanted a clean chance to direct my life without trauma past influences, cultural loyalties, and relationship dramas. Is that possible? I often asked God to reveal Himself to me so I may know His purpose for my mark to leave upon the earth, while having no born children. I was hungry for “the more?” There are many things for us to do on this journey of life – finding the mission, for you, is the priority. What’s the mission? Search until you know.

The mission, for me, is to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ and how He has saved us, fulfilled us, and promised us eternal life with him after this world passes. We go some place folks but trying to find out where, right now, well, the future is none of my business, as me and a friend use to laugh saying as we released ourselves from the anxiety’s of tomorrow. I was led back to the very things I “thought” I had to walk away from – hahaha– to acknowledge that when leaving my personal version of God’s image upon this Earth, I must dream inside for I come from a MIGHTY MIGHTY God, who lives within! Don’t try and help God with your dreams. Let them come to you. I guarantee you, God is God, all by Himself.

I really struggled imagining outside of all the “things” what dreaming big was or is… geez… to the point that I was sickly aware of my humanity; my human lusts. I felt claustrophobic just thinking about accumulating stuff that randomly gets its chance to be highlighted. Hoarder! Yes, I’m guilty from wanting the things and stuff and truth be told, still hanging on to a few of those things currently. But, I was “removing” my connections from beliefs, practices, and curiosities that were forced upon me through family, formal education, media and other medians my adult self became interested in, for instance, discovering rest for myself. This space of intention also caused me to notice others around me who identified with paradigms, I was intentionally getting rid of. This was a demand I encountered as I reached for authenticity; a demand of noticeable separations. This I’m sure is not a new story line for you, though.

“i trust you period.” is my outer expression of dreaming inside from where God lives. I was actually searching for the life where my spirit is dominant over my flesh. Not quite there yet but I definitely feel the burning and the testing. Especially, when the transformations depend on going into dark places to speak to a friend, stranger, or a foe about His presence through kindness; it has definitely been moving to a land where no one knows my name [Abraham] allowing God to care for me and truly direct my paths throughout actual storms, like hurricane weather – I’m not use to that. Trusting God period has also come through enduring shifts and losses from investments gone awry. Each Earthly experience, when the Holy Spirit leads, draws me closer into the presence and peace of God. There is where I began dreaming. Truth. To be used by the Most High God, is my pleasure.

Trusting God period is even during times when He’s keeping me from temptations, or after I have willfully reached for a temptation that no longer serves me and I now must live through His plan for my new obtained knowledge. I am constantly enduring opportunities that teaches me how to trust Him all the more, during this life I get to live. And now it is for me to share with my fellow neighbor through my confession to come up higher and experience Jesus Christ, the One True Savior of sins. My confession in this chaotic time and world is no matter what comes my way, “I” trust the Most High God, Creator of Heaven and Earth, King of The Universe, period. He takes care of His children during the storms.

Sure. I enjoy luxury wear but I wanted to wear my own clothes that represent who I follow. FollowJesusWear, is a statement through what I choose my body to represent when I’m being seen, sealed with scripture. These expressions have carried me. I share them so that they may carry you.

I love you and invite you to FollowJesusWear?

…to the intimate and secret places of God ~

Matthew 6:6

Psalm 31:20

Psalm 27:5

Psalm 91:1

Read It! ~

This is my prayer for my people sealed by the blood and in the name of Jesus.

#lbf